:: update ::

She's still around. but still tastes like an affair. Still feels like I'll hardly make it through the week. But I struggle. Mr. Charming can seem viable to someone who considers him impossible. It's just that she never met someone like me. Since she still keeps me secret I'll come up with a fake name. Let's call her Julia.

I'm living at a friend's apartment. Sleeping in a sleeping bag on the floor, hand washing my clothes. It's not bad at all.

Gloria sounds sad.

I'm off to a business trip next week.

Maricela is not answering emails. Gonna have to call her next week.

The benz is in good shape. photos soon. while I'm in a huge city I still don't know next week, the 'silver bullet' will be getting some performance upgrades.

I play world of warcraft less often, but I'm good as hell owning most of the other players, I even disregard all other activities in the game.

I haven't seen my cats in about a week and I really feel lonely because of that.

I'm considering to buy a house. It's a good investment even if I leave the country.