:: don't be such a girl! ::

Maybe after all I'm like Ocho.

I'll just disappear sometimes. I don't know why, if you give me food, if you pet me, if you say you'll be there for me.

Some undercover force will sway me off your track.

That's my nature. That's what I do.

And I'm sorry.

I'm sorry I can't offer you a normal life...

... a 'happily ever after'

... a hollywood ending

... just some seconds longer

... just some sweet words

I'm one of those cats that find it hard remaining domesticated. I'll jump over the fence and we don't know when we'll meet again.

:: over exposed ::

I have seen ten roses bleed,
seen new petals fall,
I have felt my soul tear.
I have felt nothing at all.
Watched what was vibrant
fade as shadows fall.
I can see it's been done,
all that was pure has been eradicated.
I can see, it's all done.
Nothing can erase the damage done.
I have seen ten liars love,
seen two lovers lie,
seen youth, blinded, smiling.
I have seen deceit handed down.
From the highest height, below the lowly.
I can see it's been done,
all that was pure has been eradicated.
I can see, it's all done.
Nothing can erase the damage done.
I have seen beasts bathed in glory,
tread across the angels as they crawl.
Take it all away.
Regress to nothing.
Can someone please take
these images from my mind?

Over Exposure - AFI